Hellolonely's Weblog

Lazy weekend

hellolonely — Sun, 23 Oct 2011 12:22:21 +0000

Its a sunday and i am feeling so bored. parents are overseas in a holiday tour at spain and portugal. My dearest is still halfway through her studies at uk stirling. Others are busy. Been watching dramas the whole day and went for a jog too. Hope next weekend will be better than today.

My Goals and Dreams

hellolonely — Sun, 23 Oct 2011 12:16:19 +0000

Brandon its time to change your life to grow to accomplish your goals and dreams! Victory loves preparation.

Goals

Be physically well/ fit

Attain a degree in …..( still considering)

Do what i want to do and not get “manipulated” by others

To be more knowledgeable of events happening around

be more thrifty and be more money-minded

Dreams

To have an excellent career

To go to Maldives for a vacation

To enjoy my life

sigh!

hellolonely — Sat, 06 Nov 2010 17:18:59 +0000

am i overreacted or what..i feel that you are not putting urself in my shoes and thinking for me but for yourself only. mayb after all there is nothing much to be missed. no one understands me. i hate it this way, it feels like i am being alone. tired that no one cares for me. heartache flowing throuugh my body.

Army (another phase of life)

hellolonely — Fri, 05 Nov 2010 19:43:24 +0000

i will be enlisted into army is 2days time. I am afraid..does everyone feels the same as me. I know this is a phase that i can get to know more skills and values of life. I will do my best till the end of this 2yrs. I will miss many things in my current lifestyle, hopping everything* will remain the same. God please guide me the right way to go, show me the lighted path. help me to overcome every obstacles and get stronger mentally and health.

Rainy days

hellolonely — Mon, 07 Jun 2010 18:14:19 +0000

My cute baby , i misses you so much. Its been raining since u left town. Missing your warmth.

I feel that i still have not achieve the goals i had set on my last post. I have to try harder!! Go for it boy!!!!

02/06/2010 – planning for something….

hellolonely — Sun, 02 May 2010 15:05:40 +0000

1. Be strong and confident no matter what
2. Exercise (jog, swim)
3. read more books (knowledge, education)
4. Keep my cool, dont be serious about thing
5. Be happy
6. eat healthly

I hate my life

hellolonely — Sun, 24 Jan 2010 10:14:28 +0000

Why is it this way, nothing in my life seems successful. i am tired of this.

more…

hellolonely — Wed, 12 Aug 2009 18:11:22 +0000

i am lost in this life. Or is it still early to be thinking about all these. time to slp .

Achieving happiness in life

hellolonely — Wed, 12 Aug 2009 17:58:19 +0000

its 13 aug 2009. I am not feeling good. How can i achieve real happiness in this life. Happiness that last forever, not days or months. i am in dilemma. Is there something wrong with me, or its just my imagination. A short period of happiness cant make up for all the damage i had brought to myself. In the start, it works, but the feeling fades away. There is too much damage. Life is a mystery, will i ever solve this puzzle of mine.Currently ,there are much work to be done, exams, attachments, commitments, miscellaneous lessons. Im afraid of understanding you more. I feels that the more i know u, the more i will be hurt. Its my problem i guess, definitely! Im afraid, how. . . theres nothing i can do to help it, i cant force myself, i wont feel good, but only having negative feelings. Which i hated most. I found myself always trying to ignore her, knowing more about her, and stop before the stop line. Is this ok. I dunno. guess this is life. going through these feelings, suffering, enjoying..,

lol

hellolonely — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 17:25:24 +0000

lol promises?…brokened.., i hate my life, love kills